ShaunaM

Siiiigh. D: Tired, bored, lonely - worst combination of feelings ever. Can't say I know why at all, but I have been feeling almost unbearably lonely the past week. Brink of tears almost all the time lonliness. Usually I can shake this feeling after a while, but it's only been getting worse. I have moments during the day in which I feel pretty good, but they don't last terribly long. Probably because I have been allowed time to myself since I started feeling like this, so I was able to mull over the feeling a billion times. Oh joys. Hopefully I shall be feeling better by the weekend, else I can see myself having another of my wonderous depress

If feeling like a llama means that you've got a cold and aren't feeling 100%. I think my body has just shut down after all the unneeded stress I put on it over the past 4 days with the panic about my exams and stuff. But hey, they're 2/3 done, only maths to go! Mum said I might have an ear infection because my ear felt weird, but I refuse to get an ear infection. xP I refuse that pain and torture! I've been drawing fairly often these days. Nothing to do with peer pressure from Emma. >=( But, I enjoy it. :D I found some old drawings I did. Dragonball Z stuff, because I was thoroughly lame in the old days. Swithering about whether to post the

*kicks emo Shauna in the FACE* I bounced back. Aw hell yeah. B) Well, I've been awesomely happy for like, 2 weeks now. xD Sure, there have been little moments of sadness, like when my retarded genetics assignment went pretty poorly, but overall... no signs of utter depression. xD Hopefully it won't get to me again for ages, because feeling happy is too awesome. B) Think my main problem was the sudden realisation that I couldn't really confide in the only person I really talked to about my problems... the feeling of utter loneliness is a fail. But of course, I eventually woke up, and realised that such thoughts were utterly false. So, yeah, t